Lost..

Today i had a dream..
The dream seem so real to me..
It is counted as a nightmare..

All those stunning and shocking moment..
I feel as though i reali gone through..
But when i woke up..
The dreams shattered..

Now..'
I finally know how much i scare of this world..
Cruelty..
HIprocrite..
All those thing who endanger my happy life..
Is now approaching me..

I thought i wont be scared of them..
But instead..
I m still the coward..

eTErnity..

There is sumone..

U feel like..

Hating them 4 ever n ever..

Seriously..

I forgot TAT matter..

N i m starting afresh now..

I'm happy wif everything from now..

N i swear i will in the future..

Because i love all of u..<3

I decided to let tat burden down..

again 4ever n ever..

What is the point...

Right??

When u close ur mouth..

I cn clap loudly..

I wont want to curse u anything..

Reali..

Because tat wil onli make me feel worse..

God bless me..

Because HE always did..

=)

FLD FLD...

Fld..means..FEEL LIKE DYING..

and tat is the way i m feeling right now..

How cn it disappear..

I cnt wipe away the hurt..

The wound tat is still bleeding..

When i turn to sleep..

Or when i m free until i cn dream around..

I will remember tat moments..

Al those memories flash through my mind..

Wihout bothering..

My heart..=(

How cn i tel u..

Even i oso cnt understand myself right now..

I feel like life..is juz like tat..

Mans live to stab his heart..

So do gals..

N tat is me..

I hope i m nt borned..

Seriously..

I hope i m nt a human..

Maybe..

A leaf??

Tat cn wilt when my life is over..

N short..

So i wanna cherish it..thoroughly..

But i CNT..

and tat is the fate...

FLD FLD..!!!

My heart/..

My heart is made of nerves and muscless..

But after encounter so many stiff obstacless..

It becomes stone..

Tough n strong..

But seem like..

I m nt strong enough to take tis blow..

One after another..

Whether i cn take it??

It is still a guess and a mystery to me..=(

I wish i m juz tat innocence gal..

To everyone..

I wish i m a good gal...

A gold..a diamond..

Seem like..

I m onli a garbage..

rEADy to be abandoned..

How i wish i wil gt back my happiness..

Which seem impossible from now..

=(((